je voudrais retourner a paris avec vous. mais ce ne sont pas possible apres nous. 

j’adore tu. j’adore l’amour tu avoir pour moi. j’adore l’amour je avoir pour vous. mais l’amour nous sommes c’est mal. c’est ne travaille pas. 

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NO NO NO NO NO. 

Fuck this.

Seriously. Fuck this.

If someone walks out of your life, especially because they’ve deemed you unworthy of their time, don’t even watch them go… just let them “casually” exit stage fucking left. This shit right here (^) ain’t cute, bitches and boos. It’s ugly, actually. Desperation has never been a good look for anyone. 

Not only that, but if you really want to get someone interested, the last thing you should do is be at their beck and call. The last time someone was that far up your jock were you interested? Fuck no. It’s flattering, but its easy, and at this stage in the game y’all should know that everything worth ANYTHING requires some degree of work.

Jesus fuck.

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i wish it were socially acceptable/possible to submit a personals ad that says “looking for upper-middle class white man who likes recreational drug use, is probably a bro, has a lot of money and an insatiable sex drive, has written a thank-you card on more than one occasion, thinks i’m hot as hell and can’t believe he’s lucky enough to date me (let alone see me naked)”. 

because really, that’s all i want.

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I’M NOT REALLY SAD FOR ME; I’M NOT REALLY SAD FOR YOU. I’M SAD FOR THE EXTENSION OF OURSELVES THAT IT FEELS LIKE WE DESTROYED. AT THIS POINT, THATS THE ONLY THING THAT STILL MAKES MY HEART JUST HURT.

Sunday | got up bright & early to get to Hempfest when the doors opened. amazing day. hot as hell, high as hell, happy as all fuckin hell. rough start to the morning after passing a vacant ship that has most definitely sailed, but continued to have the most amazing, exhausting day. had a store meeting in the early evening, always love seeing my ladiez (including Tricky Trey). crashhhhhed in preparation and excitement for Monday with Mo :)

Saturday | brought the girls at work some ice cream sandwiches. visited with my lovelies for a minute, then spent a couple hours alone. met up with Samantha, helped her with a crisis involving a hotel and spent the evening with… Morgan! as we waited in great anticipation for hempfest.

Friday | got brunch with Morgan @ Salal. dropped her off at the ferry, came home to change and decided to pack up. drove back to Everett. spent some quality time with Rebekah. smiles.

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if i were going to post a craigslist personals ad, this is probably what it would be:

SICK OF BLACK & WHITE, LOOKING FOR SHADES OF GRAY— 20, SWF, LTR

I’m looking for someone who

  • will laugh with me
  • will cuddle, spoon, make out
  • wants to have a lot of sex, all the time, pretty much no exceptions
  • can cook well, but not necessarily often
  • likes to eat out
  • likes to GO out, dress up, do the damn thing. nice car, nice clothes, nice presentation
  • will do normal, fun, coupley things with me. go to the park, spend time outside, silly weird dates, take advantage of something to do and somewhere to go… but who will also sit inside and watch tv marathons while we scroll through tumblr and facebook.
  • has his own hobbies that i will totally respect 100%, and that i don’t have to be a part of. cars, music, movies… dungeons and dragons for all i care. boys nights are just as important as girl nights (though i’d kinda prefer they be scheduled on the same days)
  • knows not to sweat the small stuff
  • has a reasonable capacity for emotions and empathy
  • can hold his beer/liquor. doesn’t binge day drink, but also isnt dry.

in terms of what you bring to the table emotionally…

i just want you to be my best friend. i want us to spend most of our time together laughing. other times, i actually really want to talk with you. i love having conversations - real discussions. and i want to have them with you. we can argue, debate, and discuss all damn days sometimes. and then i want to hang out. i want us to see everything and go everywhere and try everything. i want to point stuff out to each other, exchange one look, and know exactly what the other is thinking. i want to text you, just to say hi, on nights we don’t spend together or weekends apart. i want to have weekends apart! not for the rest of time, necessarily, but i’m totally down for a weekend where i don’t see you much. nothing wrong with time apart. …but then, i totally want weekends together, too. not for the rest of time, necessarily ;), but every now and then booking a hotel in a random city we’ve never been to before is definitely cool with me. i want to find someone who is laid back in their approach to living, but always lands on the “moderate” side of extreme. 

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i am waiting but i'm ready

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alexis julian. 21. female. sagittarius. nomad from the pacific northwest.